10:22 pm ~ 
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Life (Or Something Like It), Pregnancy
I’ve had a not so wonderful day. You know what I think it is? It’s this damn recliner. I can’t do anything or else my feet, ankles, and hands get swollen and my blood pressure gets high so I’ve had to basically sit around and do absolutely nothing. Being bored like this can drive a person crazy and I think that it finally has really just driven me crazy. I barely slept last night, I woke up 6 times before waking up for the day. I’m sore all over. I’ve been having contractions but of course, nothing worth calling the Dr. about. I’ve just basically felt totally miserable and shitty and it all came to a head and I had a really bad day. I took it out on Preston, which wasn’t what I should have done. But, in the end I had a big cry fest while Preston held me so I think I’m okay now. I’m just miserable, hormonal, and ready to not be pregnant another day. But I really need to be… for another week at least. I know I need to keep these babies in here as long as possible so… I had my day of throwing fits and being upset and feeling sorry for myself and now I’m ready to start a new week of being miserable. Hopefully this week I won’t go crazy. I’m tired of surfing the internet, reading magazines, reading baby books… I think I’m going to find my box of books that isn’t unpacked yet and dig out a good novel or two. Or maybe I’ll get some new books. Any suggestions on good novels for women needing to not go crazy? 
May 20th, 2007 at 10:29 pm
I cannot imagine what it must feel like these past couple of weeks. I’m sorry
As far as books, maybe you should try to read a classic, maybe one that requires focus in order to get into… and once you’re finished, you’ll be that much smarter! Not sure what you like, but Jane Austen books are good…
Hang in there and remember we all love you and are praying for you and the girls!
May 21st, 2007 at 1:23 am
Probally, you are really a sweet girl and I love you with all my heart. Don’t sweat the small stuff babe, this is all small stuff in comparison to the big day that cometh when we get to see our babies. You are awesome and you have done so well. Just hang in there a little while longer and remember that God never leaves us to go through anything without Him.
May 21st, 2007 at 2:43 am
my favourite things to read when i have to rest are trashy historical novels, like ‘the diary of agnes prine‘. i’ve also been known to read through the entire ‘little house’ books series.
hang in there! i’m wishing you all the best
May 21st, 2007 at 6:02 am
Read “Can you keep a secret?” by Sophie Kinsella. It made me laugh out loud. Have you read “Belly Laughs” yet by Jenny McCarthy - that was hilarious.
May 21st, 2007 at 10:29 am
“baby laughs” by jenny mccarthy (which is the book she wrote after belly laughs) is good according to my friend who is having a baby
. also “good in bed” by jennifer weiner is good.
May 21st, 2007 at 1:10 pm
Read anyhting by Mitch Albom…I loved “Tuesdays with Morrie” and “The Five People You Meet In Heaven”. Both are truly inspirational and teach good lessons.
May 21st, 2007 at 3:49 pm
here are some ideas of things you can do while you’re waiting and can’t move around very much:
* burn some lullaby CD’s for the girls… or some new music CD’s for the car or for Preston when he’s working…
* foot exercises & stretching: http://www.bicyclesource.com/body/training/feet-stretches-exercises.shtml & http://orthoinfo.aaos.org/booklet/view_exercise.cfm?Thread_ID=14&topcategory=Foot
* draw/sketch/paint out your frustration, even if you’re not good at it. i do magazine & mixed media collages… it takes up time & sometimes you’ll be surprised what you come up with
* visit http://bored.com
* do a puzzle
maybe some of those things will help. and you are SO close, girl. don’t give up now - you’ve made it sooooooo long. i’m so proud of you & amazed at what a great mother you ALREADY are!
May 21st, 2007 at 8:26 pm
im not much on suggestions for bordem, but Kalen gave some really great ones. Just keep it together, you’ll be fine
May 21st, 2007 at 9:05 pm
I read trashy romance novels…they are a good way to take your mind off things..at least it has worked for me for as long as I can remember…compared to everyone else’s suggestions i feel a bit silly, but hey, its the truth….this is the final stretch sarah…you have done an amazing job and i know you will be a really mag mom!!!!
May 21st, 2007 at 9:37 pm
Thanks for all the book suggestions! Thanks Kalen for all the ideas!!!